It has been three weeks since I had my son. Â You can scroll to see the birth story. Â For the purpose of this post all you need to know is that things did not go my way. Â I did not have a successful home birth again. Â We got super close, thought we would be 30 minutes from a baby in the living room but that did not happen. Â Baby was breech, I was taken to the hospital and I was cut open. Â My insides are currently healing like a Tetris game and I am o.k. with it. Â I hope I continue to be o.k. with it. Â Sure it sucks but I am very healthy and healing much better than I or anyone else thought I would be. Â My babe is doing great. Â Life is not so bad. Wah! I didn’t get my way, but that is o.k.
I wish I could be this accepting of life when I do not get my way with other things. Â Non-attachment.

You amaze me continually, fill my heart completely, and enrich my life immeasurably.
Congratulations! I’m sorry you had a hard time and hope you get well soon. Enjoy that amazing, adorable, little muffin.